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Oprah Winfrey's Commencement Address
Wellesley College
May 30, 1997
My hat's off to you! My hat's off to you!
(crowd cheers: Go Girl!)
You all have gone girls! I want to say thank you, Dr. Walsh
and to the esteemed faculty, to those of you parents, what
you have been through, God Bless you, and to the greatest
class that has ever graduated from Wellesley. I must
say--you are my heart, Dr. Walsh is right. I saw you walking
in and I started to weep, and I don't consider myself a
weeper, but I guess I must be if I started to weep, because
I know what it takes to get through here and I am so proud
of all of you for getting through.
Thanks for inviting me to this party, this celebration. I
told Dr. Walsh as we were walking in, my graduation was
nothing like this. Nobody was having this much fun. When
Wendy, Stedman's daughter, Stedman is my beau, my fiance,
don't ask me when we're going to get married, when Stedman's
daughter, Wendy, was looking for a school four years ago, no
doubt I was far more delighted than she when she chose
Wellesley `cause I knew what she was in for. I had wanted to
come to this school. I wanted to be here but I could get no
scholarship. I wanted to be here and have lived these past
years vicariously through her. I was, as Dr. Walsh said,
here with Wendy's father, Stedman, and Wendy's mother,
Glinda, on Parents' Day and I was in awe of this place
because, see, you all seem to have so much fun, without a
keg or anything, and yet you all seemed so serious, so
committed to this place with guts and with grace and I saw
your sense of integrity and felt your intellect and realized
that this was a very special, giving place. Wellesley is a
gift to any woman who is willing to open her mind and her
heart to it. It is! You are so blessed to have had this,
although I know your first year you maybe didn't think it
was such a gift because I was there for a lot of those phone
calls that Wendy made home. "Daddy (in small girl's voice),
this is hard, they just want you to study all the time."
Yes, they do. That was the Freshmen Year. About
mid-Sophomore Year, though, I think she had several
epiphanies and realized what all of you had come to
realize here that you do this for yourself, you don't do
this for anybody else and that everything you heard about
this institution is true--it is a prestigious and powerful
place that will wear you out, but what happens is
something--that Woman Thing starts to kick in around
mid-Sophomore Year. We saw it kick in with Wendy, that Woman
Thing that happens. She came here a naive girl from Dallas
and Stedman and Glinda, I, and all of those who loved Wendy,
are grateful to you Wellesley for the woman in process that
you gave us back. We are grateful for that.
You could feel the change about a year and a half after
her being here because she went from "Daddy (small girl's
voice), this is hard," to "Daddy (adult voice), I won't be
able to go on the trip to Africa because I have to study,
Daddy." That Woman Thing!
You all know this, that life is a journey and I want to
share with you just for a few moments about five things,
aren't you glad they aren't ten, five things that have made
this journey for me exciting, five lessons that I've learned
that if I had gone to Wellesley I could have not made as
many mistakes, but five lessons that I've learned that have
helped me to make my life better.
First of all, life is a journey. I've learned to become
more fully who you are and that is what I love about this
institution, it allows women to come to the fullest extent
of their possibilities of who they really are and that's
what life does--teach you to be who you are. It took me a
while to get that lesson, that it really is just about
everyday experiences, teaching you, moment in, moment out,
who you really are, that every experience is here to teach
you more fully how to be who you really are. Because, for a
long time I wanted to be somebody else. I mean growing up I
didn't have a lot of role models. I was born in l954. On TV
there was only Buckwheat, and I was ten years old before I
saw Diana Ross on "The Ed Sullivan Show" with the Supremes
and said I want to be like that and it took me a long time
to realize I was never going to have Diana Ross' thighs, no
matter how many diets I went on, and I was not going to have
her hair neither unless I bought some and I came to the
realization after being in television and having the news
director trying to make me into something that I wasn't and
going to New York and allowing myself to be treated less
than I should have been--going to a beauty salon, you all
know there is a difference between Black hair and White
hair. That is the one thing you learn the first week at
Wellesley: how did you get your hair to do that? What I
learned going to a beauty salon and asking them, after the
news director told me that my hair was too thick and my eyes
were too far apart and I needed a makeover, sitting in a
french beauty salon, allowing them to put a french perm on
my black hair and having the perm burn through my cerebral
cortex and not being the woman that I am now, so not having
the courage to say, this is burning me, and coming out
a week later bald and having to go on the air. You learn a
lot about yourself when you are Black, and a woman and bald
and trying to be an anchor woman. You learn you are not
Diana Ross and that you are not Barbara Walters who I was
trying to be at the time.
I had a lot of lessons. I remember going on the air many
times and not reading my copy ahead of time. I was on the
air one night and ran across the word "Barbados," that may
be Barbados to you but it was " Barb-a-does" to me that
night and telling the story as an anchor woman about a vote
in absentia in California, I thought it was located near San
Francisco, and one of the worst, and this is when I broke
out of my Barbara shell, because I am sitting there,
crossing my legs, trying to talk like Barbara, be like
Barbara, and I was reading a story about someone with a
"blaze" attitude which, if I had gone to Wellesley, I would
have known it was blasé and I started to laugh at
myself on the air and broke through my Barbara shell and had
decided on that day that laughing was OK even though Barbara
hadn't at that time. It was through my series of mistakes
that I learned I could be a better Oprah than I could be a
better Barbara and I allowed Barbara to be the mentor for
me, as she always has been, and I decided then to try to
pursue the idea of being myself and I am just thrilled that
I get paid so much every day for just being myself, but it
was a lesson long in coming, recognizing that I had the
instinct that the inner voice that told me that you need to
try to find a way to answer to your own truth was the voice
I needed to be still and listen to.
One of the other great lessons I learned taught to me by
my friend and mentor, Maya Angelou and if you can get this,
you can save yourself a lot of time. Wendy and I have had
many discussions about this, particularly when it comes to
men, although she has a very nice one right now. Remember
this because this will happen many times in your life.
When people show you who they are, believe them, the
first time. Not the 29th time! That is particularly good
when it comes to men situations because when he doesn't call
back the first time, when you are mistreated the first time,
when you see someone who shows you a lack of integrity or
dishonesty the first time, know that that will be followed
by many, many, many other times that will at some point in
life come back to haunt or hurt you. When people show you
who they are, believe them, the first time. Live your life
from truth and you will survive everything, everything, I
believe even death. You will survive everything if you can
live your life from the point of view of truth. That took me
a while to get, pretending to be something I wasn't, wanting
to be somebody I couldn't, but understanding deep inside
myself when I was willing to listen, that my own truth and
only my own truth could set me free. Turn your wounds into
wisdom. You will be wounded many times in your life. You'll
make mistakes. Some people will call them failures but I
have learned that failure is really God's way of saying,
"Excuse me, you're moving in the wrong direction." It's just
an experience, just an experience.
I remember being taken off the air in Baltimore, being
told that I was no longer being fit for television and that
I could not anchor the news because I used to go out on the
stories and my own truth was, even though I am not a weeper,
I would cry for the people in the stories, which really
wasn't very effective as a news reporter to be covering a
fire and crying because the people lost their house
(pretending to cry as she said this). And it wasn't until I
was demoted as an on-air anchor woman and thrown into the
talk show arena to get rid of me, that I allowed my own
truth to come through. The first day I was on the air doing
my first talk show back in l978, it felt like breathing,
which is what your true passion should feel like. It should
be so natural to you. And so, I took what had been a
mistake, what had been perceived as a failure with my career
as an anchor woman in the news business and turned it into a
talk show career that's done OK for me!
Be grateful. I have kept a journal since I was l5 years
old and if you look back on my journal when I was l5, l6,
it's all filled with boy trouble, men trouble, my daddy
wouldn't let me go to Shoney's with Anthony Otie, things
like that. As I've grown older, I have learned to appreciate
living in the moment and I ask that you do, too. I am asking
this graduating class, those of you here, I've asked all of
my viewers in America and across the world to do this one
thing. Keep a grateful journal. Every night list five things
that happened this day, in days to come that you are
grateful for. What it will begin to do is to change your
perspective of your day and your life. I believe that if you
can learn to focus on what you have, you will always see
that the universe is abundant and you will have more. If you
concentrate and focus in your life on what you don't have,
you will never have enough. Be grateful. Keep a journal. You
all are all over my journal tonight.
Create the highest, grandest vision possible for your
life because you become what you believe. When I was little
girl, Mississippi, growing up on the farm, only Buckwheat as
a role model, watching my grandmother boil clothes in a big,
iron pot through the screen door, because we didn't have a
washing machine and made everything we had. I watched her
and realized somehow inside myself, in the spirit of myself,
that although this was segregated Mississippi and I was
"colored" and female, that my life could be bigger, greater
than what I saw.
I remember being four or five years old, I certainly
couldn't articulate it, but it was a feeling and a feeling
that I allowed myself to follow. I allowed myself to follow
it because if you were to ask me what is the secret to my
success, it is because I understand that there is a power
greater than myself, that rules my life and in life if you
can be still long enough in all of your endeavors, the good
times, the hard times, to connect yourself to the source, I
call it God, you can call it whatever you want to, the
force, nature, Allah, the power. If you can connect yourself
to the source and allow the energy that is your personality,
your life force to be connected to the greater force,
anything is possible for you. I am proof of that. I think
that my life, the fact that I was born where I was born, and
the time that I was and have been able to do what I have
done speaks to the possibility. Not that I am special, but
that it could be done. Hold the highest, grandest vision for
yourself. Just recently we followed Tina Turner around the
country because I wanted to be Tina, so I had me a nice
little wig made and I followed Tina Turner because that is
what I can do and one of the reasons I wanted to do that is
Tina Turner is one of those women who have overcome great
obstacles, was battered in her life, and like a phoenix rose
out of that to have great legs and a great sense of herself.
I wanted to honor other women who had overcome obstacles and
to say that Tina's life, although she is this great stage
performer, Tina's life is a mirror of your life because it
proves that you can overcome.
Every life speaks to the power of what can be done. So I
wanted to honor women all over the country and celebrate
their dreams and Tina's tour was called the Wildest Dreams
Tour. I asked women to write me their wildest dreams and
tell me what their wildest dreams were. Our intention was to
fulfill their wildest dreams. We got 77,000 letters, 77,000.
To our disappointment we found that the deeper the wound the
smaller the dreams. So many women had such small visions,
such small dreams for their lives that we had a diffcult
time coming up with dreams to fulfill. So we did fulfill
some. We paid off all the college debt, hmmm, for a young
woman whose mother had died and she put her sisters and
brothers through school. We paid off all the bills for a
woman who had been battered and managed to put herself
through college and her daughter through college. We sent a
woman to Egypt who was dying of cancer and her lifetime
dream was to sit on a camel and use a cell phone. We bought
a house for another woman whose dream had always been to
have her own home but because she was battered and had to
flee with her children one night, had to leave the home
seventeen years ago. And then we brought the other women who
said we just wanted to see you, Oprah, and meet Tina, that
was their dream! Imagine when we paid off the debt, gave the
house, gave the trip to Egypt, the attitudes we got from the
women who said I just want to see you. And some of them
afterwards were crying to me saying that we didn't know, we
didn't know, and this is unfair, and I said, that is the
lesson: you needed to dream a bigger dream for yourself.
That is the lesson. Hold the highest vision possible for
your life and it can come true.
I want to leave you with a poem that I say to myself
sometimes when I am feeling a little down, although I really
don't get down a lot because I know that every experience
when it happens, something difficult comes into my life, I
say what is it you're here to teach me and what I try to do
in my life is to get God on the whisper. He always whispers
first. Try to get the whisper before the earthquake comes
because the whisper is always followed by a little louder
voice, then you get a brick I say, and then sometimes a
brick wall, and then the earthquake comes. Try to get it on
the whisper. But Maya Angelou wrote a poem and I don't know
a poem more fitting than Phenomenal Woman for this crowd
because you are and these words are for you.
She says, "Pretty women, honey, they wonder just where my
secret lies `cause I'm not cuter, built to suit a fashion
model size but when I start to tell them, they say, Girl,
you're telling lies and I said, no, honey, it's in the reach
of my arms, it's in the span of my hips, it's in the stride
of my stepping, it's in the curl of my lips, `cause I'm a
woman, honey, phenomenally, phenomenal, phenomenal woman.
Sometimes I walk into a room just as cool as you please and
to a man the fellows either stand up or fall down on their
knees. And then they start swarming all around me like a
hive of honey bees and I said whoopcha must be this fire in
my eyes, could be the flash of my teeth or the swing of my
waist or just the joy in my feet, all I know is I'm a woman,
you're a woman, we are women, honey, phenomenally,
phenomenal women. Now you understand why my head's not
bowed, you won't see me dropping about or when you see me
coming, it ought to make you proud, sister girl, I say, it's
the bend of my hair, it's in the palm of my hands, the need
for your care `cause I'm a woman, you're a woman, we just
women, we phenomenal, phenomenally phenomenal, phenomenal
women. That's you, Wellesley, that's you. God Bless You!
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